Why
Why can't I have a normal life? Why can't I get the taste of growing up nicely and have less pain? Why must there be pain every single day? Am I the cause of the pains in life? The same time I wish I never existed in this planet called earth. If I am not here no one will miss me as I have never impact anyone's life before. Not only that if I am not here, I won't even have to go thru all this pain.
I only won 1 person to Christ in my many years of knowing. I know I am good in screwing up a lot of things. I know people will say hey you are God's masterpiece. At times I wonder what type of master piece I am. What am I good at? Nothing. I do wonder when I pray if there is someone up there listening to me. I actually even wonder why I bother prayin for people who are overseas, nation n etc when I don't really see things changing.
I only won 1 person to Christ in my many years of knowing. I know I am good in screwing up a lot of things. I know people will say hey you are God's masterpiece. At times I wonder what type of master piece I am. What am I good at? Nothing. I do wonder when I pray if there is someone up there listening to me. I actually even wonder why I bother prayin for people who are overseas, nation n etc when I don't really see things changing.
Why is life getting harder for me now? I really really don't know why.
posted by Jason at 9:55 PM
8 Comments:
I'm getting worried now...I think something bad has really happened..if u don't want to share...its okay...but one thing u must remember...
"Everything that happen today has been pre-destined by God, even before the Earth was created. Meaning, whatever happens to us today or will be happening has been approved by God! This we must trust. Though things might not seem to be on your side now, we just have to have faith on God that tis thing happen for Christ to be manifested via us!"
Take care brother! And you're right, we are His masterpiece (from His eyesight), but on the other hand, we are still human and that's why we need to pray each single moment for Him to turn us into his masterpiece!
Have FAITH!
yeah sis it is something that wont go away unless someone leaves planet earth.really.i dont bluff u.
yes i knw everythin approve by God and we shud learn n help those who are facing the same situation out.but 4 me susah ler.i really cant.
thanks sis for alwis comin 2 visit my blog.dont forget ur his masterpiece too n i knw ur doin well in miri.
haha..I've been seeing this respond so offen recently.I did say this to my friend last time.well sort it out is a good solution but don't think too much until it impairs ur life!! I found what my friend said is true,there is a cherish behind all the sufferings..
As for me,I will sing song to Father, talk with Him and restore the strength from Him,meditate more on Father's words,let His words control my heart. I believe it is me who didn't acknowledge Him enough and yeah it is true.*repent repent* I guess u knw I like the song "I'll sing" as it is a song that really sing out my internal feelings to Father..
So,I encourage u to sing,talk to Father when u feel down,think more on happy stuff rather than letting ur brain thinking of unhappiness stuff...
gambate ne!!
at times when u feel down u dont feel like singing.dont you agree?but if u can try to do that means you are trying to reverse the situation so that you can win that situation for the better and make the better out of it.ur rite before i even read the 2nd paragraph that you wrote,that song suddenly came into my mind..
Lord You seem so far away
A million miles or more it feels today
And though I havent lost my faith
I must confess right now that its hard for me to pray
Pre chorus:
Cause I dont know what to say
And I dont know where to start
But as You give the grace
With all thats in my heart
Chorus:
I will sing
I will pray
Even in my darkest hour
Through the sorrow and pain
I will sing
I will pray
Lift my hands to honour You
Because Your word is true
I will sing
Verse 2 same chords
Lord its hard for me to see
All the thoughts and plans you have for me
But I will put my trust in You
Knowing that You died to set me free
Repeat pre chorus with:
But I dont know what to say.
Repeat chorus
Finally end with I will sing
"Father,we thank you for what you've done in our lives and what we are today,You're always faithful to us.Even when we fail to love you,we lost our ways but You're always there to lift us.We thank you for Your unceasing and unconditional love.Father,as we pray for bro Jason,You know all his needs and his desires,we pray for Your power to renew him each day as he enters his daily lives,provide him with all Your strength.Your holy spirit is guiding him and help him to know more about You and all the suffering that he is undergoing currently. We trust that all things are good in Your eyes and You'll continue to bless and equip him.We have faith in You and forgive us in our insufficiency that we focus on our weakness rather than You. We thank you once again for hearing to our prayer. In Jesus name we ask and pray all this,Amen."
A prayer for you,continue to walk with HIM and u're alone in the journey,He is with u always.. Lord You seem so far away. A million miles or more it feels today..Lord its hard for me to see
All the thoughts and plans you have for me But I will put my trust in You
Knowing that You died to set me free...
*HIS PROMISE IS TRUE*
oppss... written wrongly and sent d.. correction-u're not alone in the bottom part.. god bless u abundantly!!=)
Jason..
Remember this..
- We serve THE MAN with PLAN ... and His plans are to prosper us and to give us hope for the future. (Jeremiah 10:29)
He has plans for you.. take heart, dont lose hope! Stay the course brother..
Without PAIN, there wont be any GAIN
Without TEST, there wont be any TESTIMONY
Without MESS, there wont be any message
When we are at a breakdown, we are nearest to a breakthrough.. stay the course!
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