Take Holiday Also Cannot

I applied leave for Friday and Monday. But yet my boss ask me to take 1 day only. What I don't get it is he loves to m16 me and since I always kena m16 am I that important? Of course not la! Then better he let me off for longer holiday. Then AL is given to me so why I cannot take? Then why my friends can go on holiday yet I can't?

I really don't get it. I am not performing according to him. Since I am not performing, I don't know why I need to have so much responsibility. Darn its all about Security. I wish I had my own room, no programmers kacau me so that I can really do my work.