Demoralized

After working for nearly 4 months, I really am demoralized. Everyday when I walk up the LRT steps in KJ, inside my mind is "I hate to go to work" and it keeps on repeating till I reach the platform. Once I am in Masjid Jamek, while walking up the stairs, the same phrase will play in my head too. It is quite sad that I really drag my feet to work every single day. But what to do? I am being trick to join this company and the people that I work with (not our locals) are quite not so clever. So why is my knowledge in HP better than my work? Coz I have nothing to do and I just read about HP nearly every single day :(