Trying To Be The Best I Can Be
Even when I am sitting here typing this thing, I want to the be the best I can in all that I do. What I mean is my work and also other things that I enjoy doing which is playing the guitar and doing vocals.
At times I feel I am wanting to learn as much in my company but after the departure of Mr Ng, I have nothing much to learn as my direct boss teaches me NUTS. The funny thing is from day 1 till my life today the as400, windows systems are all taught by Mr Ng, Jason and Allen. Sad to say my direct boss ask me to only do documents. I wish I started in the company much earlier so that I can pick up more from Mr Ng. Over here Mr Ng, I want to truly thank you for really teaching me those stuff. Thanks Jason for showing me the AS400 creation and Al for the windows stuff.
My direct boss told me that when she 1st came in she was not lead well and I guess that is why I am not lead at all. She needs people to ask her questions before she will open up to the answers. She told me that we need to dig the information. As there is a new gal that will be coming in to join my team this week, I will surely let her dig the information from me and I will let her feel what I feel in the company. I know that people will say "don't be so mean, and etc etc", but if i spoon feed her then im so dead myself. My boss told me we need to learn how to stand up and look for ourself. This is work and all I can say my learning curve has stop after the departure of Mr Ng.
As for guitar, I am trying to pick up new style of playing but it is hard and it takes time to become better. As for vocals, I am copying singers way of singing songs which can be quite cool at times. Alot of ppl know I enjoy doing vocals and I do wish one day I can back up for worship team (don't need to be big). It is not because I want to show off, but I want to try it out and get feed back if I sound nice on the stage. I know I can harmonize quite well following the worship leader, but on real mike I don't know what I sound like.
At times I feel I am wanting to learn as much in my company but after the departure of Mr Ng, I have nothing much to learn as my direct boss teaches me NUTS. The funny thing is from day 1 till my life today the as400, windows systems are all taught by Mr Ng, Jason and Allen. Sad to say my direct boss ask me to only do documents. I wish I started in the company much earlier so that I can pick up more from Mr Ng. Over here Mr Ng, I want to truly thank you for really teaching me those stuff. Thanks Jason for showing me the AS400 creation and Al for the windows stuff.
My direct boss told me that when she 1st came in she was not lead well and I guess that is why I am not lead at all. She needs people to ask her questions before she will open up to the answers. She told me that we need to dig the information. As there is a new gal that will be coming in to join my team this week, I will surely let her dig the information from me and I will let her feel what I feel in the company. I know that people will say "don't be so mean, and etc etc", but if i spoon feed her then im so dead myself. My boss told me we need to learn how to stand up and look for ourself. This is work and all I can say my learning curve has stop after the departure of Mr Ng.
As for guitar, I am trying to pick up new style of playing but it is hard and it takes time to become better. As for vocals, I am copying singers way of singing songs which can be quite cool at times. Alot of ppl know I enjoy doing vocals and I do wish one day I can back up for worship team (don't need to be big). It is not because I want to show off, but I want to try it out and get feed back if I sound nice on the stage. I know I can harmonize quite well following the worship leader, but on real mike I don't know what I sound like.
posted by Jason at 10:09 PM
2 Comments:
Being the best is good...but being too pressure is bad, man...
U have photos of Mr Ng? I wish I can have a look on the SO-CALLED talented IT technician...
Hey, that new gal haven't come in lar...Boss...dont bully ur staff lar...u want her to have the same feeling as u have for ur direct boss meh? She'll be quite lonely oledi standing ALMOST alone among all the guys in ur department, now, u're trying to bully her...who knows if u treat her good, ur direct boss will treat u better?? maybe tat's the test given to you at this moment...DONT LET GOD DOWN...but anyway, u might have ur own feeling...mayb she grows better at the pace of ur direct boss...
Anyway...all the best for ur work!!
yeah i know being best is good, but at the same time need to pandai pandai so u dont feel the stress mar.
mr ng pic i got..if u look back at the month of February and there is a picture with this caption
"The Team That Supports The Whole Of Malaysia "
he is in red.on the left of mr ng is Jason,and left of jason is allen.
he is not IT Technician. He is the as400 administrator of the company that time.
the new gal is going to come in on thursday..dont bully my staff?come on u call this bullying meh? aih i will jz bring her out for lunch and get her to be my alliance..if she dont then she will suffer alot alot more :P i think if i treat her better my direct boss wont treat me any better also la..
but ur rite, we must know what God wants us to do in the situation and make the diff...whether she grows better in the pace of my direct boss is to be found out...
all the best in ur work too tree sis...
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