Confused

I am really confused now. I wish I can have a Black Berry Torch and Sony Ericsson Arc. Both phones are nice and really cool. I played with my friend's BB Torch the other day and it is really nice. My friend bought it 2nd hand for 1.2k and new it is about 1.6k. SE Arc is 2k new which is painful to pay from my wallet. I wish I can wait a little more longer before I will get my new handphone. What I want from my new handphone is that it can have wifi so that I can play Internet when I am away from home but connecting to any routers that is around. I know that I wanted SE Aino, but after thinking that it is not fully touch screen, I really have to think about what handphone that I should get :(